Post by Deryck Rueben Summers on May 31, 2008 15:14:58 GMT -5
HELLO MY NAME IS
[/color]Deryck Rueben Summers .[/color]
' Hard Life
'Daddy
'Loves music
' Has a heart .[/color]
* try a little more ,[/color]
did i let you down to get that sound and break my knees to get release `BESTFRIENDS
you needed some just to take you from and i hit you more is your face still sore `CLOSEFRIENDS
sorry but i tried, it was never mine, and i can still pretend, i guess it all depends `GOODFRIENDS
still a little crazy all the time, but i can try to hide it, that's still mine `AVERAGEFRIENDS
little more little more little more, slap you like a bitch, you take it like a whore `PARTNERSINCRIME
what a cheap perfume, i hate this room, so testify but i'll still try `OTHERHALF
and you need that stamp little handshake tramp, and i hit you more `INSEPERABLE
down, around and around, just another piece 'til you need another sound `LIKEFAMILY
faze them out, i know what you scream about, don't let me down `ACQUAINTANCES
and the guilt in me is the hurt in you, and the hurt in you is the lost in me `CHILDHOODFRIEND
and the lost in me is the need in you, and the need in you is the guilt in me `FRIENDOFAFRIEND
i never took you for a trick but sometimes i don't know what you want `ONANDOFFFRIEND
i can take it if you need to take this out on someone, that little bitch `ENEMIESTURNEDFRIENDS
her head held so high, talking shit when i cut myself so i can feel something `SECRETFRIENDS
i know is not a lie, that one stings a little, i'm always in the middle `SAMECLIQUE
i don't expect, but try me, and you will always find me here, this is where `CONFIDANT
you can take it all the way and i'll miss, there's a little bit of you in all this `CIRCLEOFTRUST
you can say you only think you know, yeah, please there's a better bit of me `PARTYBUDDIES
to see yet, cause you haven't seen any of my best, i hate myself without you `DRINKINGBUDDIES
hurts the same when nobody knows, guess that's just how it goes, and i `ATTACHEDATTHEHIP
i won't say anything at all. i was talking on a dollar sign, anxious `BESTGUY
scared of what you need. everybody wants a piece of you, everyone takes `BESTGIRL
a piece of me. this is the hook, take it like i took, shake it like i shook you `JUSTMET[/color]
* the guns of youth ,[/color]
cast off the crunch that kills the pain, the red flag wavin' never meant the same `DIEBITCH
the kids of tomorrow don't need today when they live in the sins of yesterday `MUTUALHATRED
well i've never seen us act like this, our only hope is in the minds of kids `IHATEYOU
and they'll show us a thing or two, our only weapons are the guns of youth `YOUHATEME
it's only time before they tighten the noose and then the hunt will be on `MUTUALDISLIKE
the red flag waving never meant the same, no the red flag waving never `IDISLIKEYOU
like the smallest bee packs a sting, like pawn checkmates a king `YOUDISLIKEME
we'll attack at the crack of dawn, build a ladder if there's a wall `RIVALS
speak for yourself or they'll speak for you, the red flag waving never `FRIENDLYRIVALS
like a fire don't need water, like a jury needs a liar, like a riot don't need `DISTRUST
order, like a madman needs a martyr, we don't need them, we don't need `BACKSTABBED
a devil in a midnight mass, he prayed behind stained glass, a memory `JEALOUSY
of sunday class resurrected from the past, hold your breath and count to four `BYASSOCIATION
pinky swears don't work no more. footsteps down the hallway floor `ENEMIES
getting closer to my door, i was alive but now i'm singing silent night `ANNOYANCE
for the rest of my life, silent night for the rest of my life, violent knight `AVOIDANCE
at the edge of your knife, 'forgive me fahter' won't make it right `TOLERANCE
a devil in a midnight mass killed the boy inside the man, the holy water `INDIFFERENCE
in his hands can never wash away his sin, hold your breath and count to four `ALLFORSHOW
put my trust in god that day, not the man that tought his way `FRIENDSTURNEDENEMIES
whisper whisper, don't make a sound. your bed is made, it's in the ground `CHEATEDON
rejected since day one, my name is bastard son, i've been damned many times `FAKEFRIENDS
i'm sick and i'm twisted, i'm broken you can't fix it, don't make me `SCAREDOF[/color]
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i don't want this moment to ever end, where everything's nothing without you `FINAL
i'd wait here forever just to see you smile, cause it's true, i am nothing without you `CURRENT
through it all i've made my mistakes, i stumble and fall, but i mean these words `FUTURE
i want you to know, with everything i won't let this go, these words are my heart `INLOVE
and soul, i hold onto this moment you know, cause i'd bleed my heart out `MUTUALCRUSH
to show that i won't let go. thoughts read unspoken forever and now `CRUSHONYOU
and pieces of memories fall to the ground. i know what i did and how so `CRUSHONME
i won't let this go, cause it's true, i am nothing without you. all the streets `PASTGOODTERMS
where i walked alone with nowhere to go have come to an end, i want you `PASTBADTERMS
in front of your eyes, it falls from the skies, when you don't know what you're `PASTOVERIT
looking to find, in front of your eyes it falls from the skies, when you just `PASTSTILLCHEMISTRY
never know what you will find, what you will find, what you will find `FLIRTING
i see it in the way you would do, when no one else could ever get through `FLEETINGGLANCES
holding back 'til i come around, time and time again you wait for me to come `DENIEDFEELINGS
and did you really look my way? cause no one could've seen this coming `ONANDOFF
i would never let you down if i was running backwards and full time so `LUST
i can and i will and you'll see your hero come running over and over tonight `FUCKBUDDIES
and i do wanna love you, and i do wanna try, because if falling for you girl `ONENIGHTSTAND
is crazy, then i'm going out of my mind so hold back your tears this time `FLING
i'm used to being tired and bloody, but you believed that i could be somebody `SEXUALTENSION
you put your world on hold for me, gave away to follow failure through the fire `FWB
i need you to know i will, believe me girl i'm so tired of running, i just wanna `EWB
hold your hand, stare at you like you've got everything i need and i can `PHYSICALATTRACTION[/color]
* if everyone cared ,[/color]
this time, this place, misused mistakes, too long, too late, who was i `PARENT
to make you wait, just one chance, just one breath, just in case `SIBLING
there's just one left caue you know, you know, you know i love you `COUSIN
i loved you all along. i missed you, i've been away for far too long `FAMILY - OTHER
i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go, stop breathing `FIANCEE
if i don't see you anymore. on my knees i'll ask, last chance for one `SPOUSE
last dance, cause with you i'd withstand all of that to hold your hand `MUTUALRESPECT
i'd give it all, i'd give for us, give anything but i won't give up cause `RESPECTFORME
so far away, been far away for far too long. so far away, been far away `RESPECTFORYOU
i wanted, i wanted you to stay, cause i needed, i need to hear you say `GOODINFLUENCE
keep breathing cause i'm not leaving you anymore, believe it, hold on `BADINFLUENCE
hold on to me, never let me go, hold on to me and never let me go `PROTECTIVEOVERYOU
i am so high i could clear heaven, i am so high i could clear heaven `PROTECTIVEOVERME
whoa but heaven, no heaven don't hear me and they say that a hero `MUTUALPROTECTION
a hero could save us, i'm not gonna stand here and wait, i'll hold on `ROOMMATE
to the wings of the eagles and watch as they all fly away, someone told `CLASSMATE
someone told me love would save us all, but how can that be, look `MENTOR
look at what love gave us, a world full of killing and blood spilling `HERO
that world never came, and they say that a hero can save us, i'm not `ADMIRATION
now that the world isn't ending it's love that i'm sending to you `OBSESSION
it isn't the love of a hero and that's why i fear it won't do and they say `STALKER
and they're watching us, they're watching us as we all fly away `EMOTIONALSUPPORT
if everyone cared, nobody'd cry. if everyone loved, then nobody'd die`OTHER - SPECIFY[/color]
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